Restoring Normalcy into Life

Today is Daddy's attempt at restoring normalcy into life; back to work...

However, while everything is the same as I left it, everything is different now. It was so difficult to take down your pictures, I had so wanted to add in the more... Now, the pictures will remain in Daddy & Mummy's hearts... While I wish I had the chance to hold your tiny bodies in my hands, that is no longer possible. Now, I could only hold your tiny spirits in my heart & in Mummy's heart...

But coming back to work makes me realise that life does go on, no matter how much we want it to stop. We grieve for you, but as I told Mummy, I am also determined to celebrate your 8 weeks of life. When I see the two of you in the afterlife, I want to be able to tell you that Daddy & Mummy had done well in life, not in terms of material possessions, or career, but in what's important, our family...

For now, we concentrate on the physical & emotional healing, which we can feel you helping us through... When the time is right, we will try again, to bring your brothers and sisters into this world. But till then, we will take things one step at a time...

Rest well, my boys... Be good... I love you...