Oh... Those Negative Thoughts of Mine

Mummy has been feeling lethargic... maybe because I have been too engulfed in my own negative thoughts of late.  Pulling myself out of the bed and the prospect of going to work every morning is enough to kill me... ok perhaps I should be grateful that I still have a job... but somehow it doesn't seem to perk me up.

I am trying to console myself that it is just the usual phase that we all go through at certain points in life - the need for some changes every now and then in order to keep us focus... sounds a bit ironic but so much truth to it.

Demoralised... lethargic... bleak... (insufficient) words that describe how I feel about my job right now.  Oh yes... and jumpy... I jump everytime the phone rings because the thought that it might be an applicant pressuring me for an answer freaks the hell out of me.

Think I need something else to defract those thoughts of mine.