Wishing for a Happier New Year!

The end of a year signifies another new beginning.

Year 2004 has been a roller coastal ride with all the ups and downs. Hopefully there will be more happiness for the coming year.

We finally bought the first item for baby - a cot. Still looking forward to a smooth checkup this coming Monday. Promised myself that if everything goes well from hereon... I will stop putting on hold doing more shopping for baby stuff.

It is starting to really get on my nerves that my two mothers have been trying to run my life over every little thing. I think I am really losing complete control of my life. I can't decide how I want to manage my time, my house or even what to buy for my kitchen. It is a big irony when they think that I am over-exerting myself when I try to do more... but at times felt that we are not able to take care of ourselves that's why we still fall back on them over certain things. Maybe I should stop being a coward and learn to say "NO"... but the thought of making them upset will make me stop in my tracks. I have given Daddy the full authority to give me a hard smack on my head should I be what my mothers are today.